Monday, September 28, 2009

chill day kind of

well sitting in my dorm room alone kind of wishing i had my own place but at the same time i actually like having some peeps in my room to say hello to when i come home or have a good day when i leave. but privacy is also keen. i dunno

oh also i have to pay 334 dollars to my housing. we have financial aid and it pays it off then gives us the left over money from the loan but then a day after there is still money that hasn't been paid yet? who in the world is counting all the crap up? i mean wow. it says you must pay this much. we search for a loan then its all paid off, giving us some money left over but then we find out that there was money that wasn't paid!!!! sooo freakin dumb!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

sitting..thinking

its weird that i'm thinking about death but i mean it just seems like...is it like sleeping and dreaming for the rest of you life or falling asleep then waking up in heaven.